Friday, February 27, 2015

Market Club

"Will you support me?"
Asked by a middle aged woman sitting on the ground under a torn marketplace shelter weaving simple, bright colors into expertly designed patterns. 

Our first "Market Club" today was  remarkable.  I was standing getting ready to burst into tears at any second over what I was seeing and for a moment I had wandered away from my group when it happened. 
A large number of women sitting amongst themselves not gossiping, not complaining, not on their smart phones, not full of makeup, not even standing, not drinking coffee, not on the Internet, just sitting on the hard ground among the thousands of handmade crafts. 
Beads, utensils, dresses, purses, hair ties, linens, statues, bowls, drums, rugs, jewelry, presents, all represented in the pearl of Africa, with the native ladies sitting in rows among the rows and rows of treasures. 
I had walked between the back rows not down the aisles where most shoppers and sellers would bargain,  carefully trying not to fall or step on anything I shouldn't.  


And there we were.
Both of us, same age, same build,   looking into each other's eyes, smiling at each other. 
She was sitting among rows of other women, dutifully working in the African hot, mid day heat, quietly, diligently, smiling. 

We met each other somehow, someway- God orchestrated it. God ordained it. 
We exchanged smiles. We even laughed. We were worlds apart just a week ago.
And now, there we were. 
It was almost as if both of us had forgotten why we were both there. For a brief moment, it was just as if we had planned on meeting after all these years and were old friends, reunited with a smile. 

After we exchanged our universal greeting our tiny, silent moment ended abruptly by another seller who rushed over to me and  said "how many?"
My glance shifted as I dug for my coin purse and pulled out however many shillings my fingers touched first. 

Suddenly my new friend and I recognized why we were supposed to be there- to buy and sell. And because I had wandered away from my group and was alone I realized I'd better snap back to reality and close my bag and either purchase something or keep walking. 

I quietly said "two" and didn't even know what I had bought (!) until we got back to our guest house and I looked inside my bag hours later.  But that didn't really matter. 

When I took her  basket with my right hand, her left side became exposed and the scars riddled her skin from her beautiful  face to her hard working fingertips and she smiled delightfully, saying, 
"Thank you for supporting me, Madame."

God allowed her, her smile, her gesture and her words to tug at my already full heart. Many people since I was a little girl have told me that my smile is contagious- even my Papa (grandfather) would speak that over me since before I can remember. I never really understood that. I think I may now.
 Her smile I won't ever forget. 

2 table linens. 
1 basket.
Twenty thousand Shillings.
Marketplace. 
God's hand. 
Priceless. 

"Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope.."

Monday, February 23, 2015

Deny self

That's the scripture I shared early morning today in our ladies group. 
I thought about how this scripture has helped me over the years and challenges me today.
Deny self meant early on that I needed to get rid of distractions and hindrances holding me back, causing complacency and excuses in my life- I had too

Turn from idols ( following lives of celebrities)
Turn from vanity (thinking I needed makeup everyday)
Turn from false Gods (watching sports 24/7)
Turn from fear (about today)
Turn from worry (about tomorrow)
Turn from guilt (about yesterday)
Turn from greed (read about Ananias and his wife)
Turn from sadness to joy everlasting
Turn from sin to mercy
Turn from these things of this world and being held captive by traditions and learn how to 
Love God
Trust God
Hear God
Talk to God
Find my identity in Him.
In and of themselves those things don't hold everyone back from surrendering to God but they did me. Fortunately, I can now enjoy some of things that held me captive for a long time without being a slave to them... and yes, I even own makeup again, but I have no idea where it is :)

So, it started small for me- denying self of little things without having anyone to disciple me; I just began acknowledging for myself that  I needed God more than the things I was surrounding myself with. 

And deny self continues to cut to my heart as my understanding of what JESUS said grows:

24Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. 25For whoever wants to save their lifef will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it. 26What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul? 27For the Son of Man is going to come in his Father’s glory with his angels, and then he will reward each person according to what they have done.

Now outside of America, I'm learning how to deny self of
Freedoms I took for granted back in the States
My pride and enitlement to anything attitude
Ordinary things relying on power, water, Internet, food I'm used too and had access too have become 
Extraordinary things. 

As I read this living, active Word- it helps me to recognize how God is shaping and molding me- and how far I've come and how far I have yet to go while 
"Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ.."
#promisesofGod 

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Today

Arms raised in worship.
Armed men on the corners.
Arms reaching out with mercy.
Armed guards at my gate.
Armor of God preached.
Armor of God on.
Arms holding tight as we drive through the city.
Arms holding babies.
Arms open wide. 

Come Lord Jesus! 

"His arms are not shortened that we cannot be saved..."

Thursday, February 19, 2015

Morning from Africa

Muslim call to prayer echoing nearby
Mosquito net couldn't stop the 
splashed water on 
My face from rain storm
Mighty thunder and lightning
Monkey sounds and monkey watch
Merry heart. 

No power
No sleep
Resting in God the AlMIGHTY! 

"A merry heart does good..."


Be content.

Be ready in and out of season.
Be still and know that I am God. 
Be careful for nothing. 
Be free from sin.
Be alert unto prayer.
Be kind to one another. 
Be forgiven.
Be humble.
Be near to God.
Be strong in grace.
Be courageous.
Be healed.
Be filled.
Be led.
BElieve.

Be mindful of Gods promises that are true, noble, praiseworthy and perfect. 

"Be holy as I am holy." ~ JESUS

PS
 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

HIS name is JESUS

Twelve runs to giveaway twenty three years of 
Household goods to goodwill.

Seven garbage dump runs by 
Helpers ready to help in anyway

Friends driving a thousand miles round trip to send us off and get our suitcases and 
Home packed

Greeted off the plane at midnight with 
Homemade muffins 

Woke up to the biggest smile from a beautiful Ugandan woman who serves JESUS at the guesthouse as a 
Housemaid saying, "Welcome to Samaritans Purse Uganda! We are 
Happy to have you here" with a big Hug.

Coffee this morning with the wives of the SP Team who are in country who love their
Husbands and serve with their children

Instant Facebook messages from old friends we hadn't heard from in years taking time to write today saying thank you for 
"Helping in our times of need"

And an inbox message from new friends we have never met saying we are 
"Here to Help you! When can we see you?!'


It's been quite a first day in Africa.
Being on the other side of the world
Being on the other side of 
Hospitality, Help and Hugs.

Happy.
Heart Full.
Humbled. 



"And they showed us remarkable kindness..." 
Acts 






Wednesday, February 11, 2015

I keep getting asked, "Lori, what are YOU going to do there (in Africa)?"

I don't keep a calendar but I do keep a daily to do list that's chalkboard painted in my kitchen on my ironing board in the USA it reads:

Daily to do list:
Rejoice evermore
Pray without ceasing
In everything give thanks
Quench not the Spirit
Despise not prophesyings
Prove all things
Holdfast that which is good
Abstain from all appearance of evil

And the very God of peace sanctify you wholly;
and I pray God your whole spirit and soul be blameless
unto the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Faithful is He that calleth you, who also will do it.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-24


So, I think I will keep this daily to do list.
Lots of things are changing but some things will remain the same.

#savedbygrace

Friday, February 6, 2015

We are getting closer to going faraway
We are giving away "things" and keeping people close to heart
We are learning patience with questions and teaching CHRIST as the answer
We are in one accord and rebuking discord
We are walking by faith and running towards the unknown
Not looking back
Not looking to either side
Not looking for applause
Simply victorious
Simply loved
Simply abiding in JESUS

There's no place we would rather be.

"If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you."  ~ Jesus